[Sinope!]

Its been a horrible past couple of months but I'm sorta back. Thanks to all the well wishers.

Here's what happened...

Late May, I was on my way to Las Vegas for a Hockey tournament when suddenly I had a panic attack. I made it as far as the tarmac when suddenly my mind went insane. They stopped the plane and I was rushed to the hospital.

For two weeks I was stuck in bed unable to do anything but sleep and cry. It was absolute agony as my mind would go into a panic attack four or five times a day. For the next couple of weeks after that I was able to move around and get a little bit of work done but every once in a while I would have another attack and huddle in the corner in uncontrollable tears. I was only able to get 3-4hrs of sleep a night for the whole month. The constant fear and fatigue kept me in a constant state of agoraphobia.

After about two months, I sort of recovered. I'm super sensitive to caffeine now (even chocolate milk sends me into a panic attack) and I can't play hockey anymore (the adrenaline rush is too much for me to handle). One comfort I had was in drawing which I started up again.

I have no idea what happened. The doctors and psycologists have no idea. I'm a pretty even keeled guy... maybe too even keeled???

Anyways, here's some drawings I did recently. I've been keeping tabs in the comings and goings here and was glad to see everyone's art!

Trudy Grits Poster


Rooster Cockburn demands a down payment from Trudy Grits


Trudy Grits talks Mr. LeBeef into helping her


Trudy Grits is taken by Ol' Lucky Ned


(oh... I bought a website! spinnerhigh.com)

[JKR666]

Well glad you're better man. Trudy grit eh? Nice.

[Elysium Bliss]

So sorry to hear the sad news Sinope! I'm just glad your still here with us and finding some peace in drawing. It is a very theraputic gift. Welcome back and keep healthy!!!

[Vibor]

wow man, that sucks to hear...hopefully it's something that just passes and you go back to all good.

Glad to see that your drawing is getting you through it, loving the new concepts.

[Sickpuppy]

wow, well glad to hear your in recovery and the website looks amazing

Be well Sinope

[boogabear]

this is awsome.

[Anangel]

Sorry to hear the bad news Sinope. But I'm happy because you are here again! I hope that Webs can give us a new contest this summer, time to draw buddy

[Cheo_D]

Whoa... been there myself, man, truly sucks the big one and yes, the sudden-onset form can leave the experts shrugging as to specific cause... good to know things are improving, follow your caregivers' advice and it's controllable.

But we're happy you've been able to deal with it partly by going back to producing these fine pieces of work, you haven't lost any on that aspect!

Spinner High, eh? Heh, they do look like I'd like to take them for a spin...

Thank you and be well!

[oopise]

great to hear you're doing better. Awesome pieces too!

[Erikon]

Wow, Sinope, that must've been terrifying to go through! It's good to have a gift like your drawing skills to help you relax and focus, plus we benefit too! Take it easy and stay safe!

[ragdoll]

I knew something was wrong, but I never like to pry in other people's business. Thanks so much for sharing and helping me understand. All I can do is support you in your creative efforts and truly hope it give you peace to draw and to know others here love and admire your talent. Please stay in touch and keep drawing!

Take Care!

[Spaceace]

Great work. Love the school. Everyone should check it out.

[frankentron]

sorry to hear about your recent problems, but your one of my favorite artists and some great work here!

[fannum]

I'm coming late into this, having been preoccupied by some issues of my own, and out of town/touch as well. I'm bummed at your trials, and can sympathize, although mine didn't hit me as young.

I've been a staunch fan of your artistry and humor, and especially your clever characterizations. I'm honored to be working with you in the upcoming contest, and each of your "Trudy" personalities will fit right in.

Cheers, buddy

[Laz]

Hey man, I can't possibly begin to comprehend what you're going through, but I sure am glad to see you back and feeling better, and making great artwork. Keep your head up!